Between Calls VI
Field Notes from Gentilly
There’s a kind of mercy in early morning.
Not cleanliness.
Just quiet.
The city hasn’t filled itself with noise yet. The air is cooler. The pavement holds last night’s damp. Trash waits at the curb the way it always does. Nothing erased. Nothing reset.
Calls come in anyway.
Not the ones that change anything. The small ones. The ordinary frictions that keep a place stitched together.
A door slams. Someone cries from being tired more than afraid. A radio crackles and goes quiet again.
By sunrise, the light cuts the horizon thin and red. It doesn’t promise anything. It simply arrives.
Some things close.
Some things don’t.
Either way, morning comes.
You make coffee. You keep your hands steady on the wheel. You take the long way around what still has weight—not to avoid it, but to remember it’s there.
It isn’t salvation.
It’s staying.
And sometimes that is enough.

"and sometimes that's enough" that line hits so hard